Claudine

L.I.F.E

2012-01-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

I changed a lot this past three years, I’ll never be that innocent girl again. I learned a lot of things that I bring along with this life. I learn that some things are really not meant to happen, that important people in your life somehow can disappoint you, people will just come and go and break your heart and all you have to do was let go and simply move on, that all people can’t never be trusted because their betrayal made your whole being numb. But at the end of the day, it's the only reminder that it made you stronger in so many possible ways.

Be awesome, 2012!

2012-01-13T09:56:00.004+08:00

So, this is my first post this year! It's already 2012! Well, I'm excited about this year because the next semester I'll be a senior in college, I think it will be more harder than right now but exciting. I hope I'll do great this year because last year been a difficult time for me because of those failing grades. I don't want to blame my spazzing ang procrastinating mode for my fandoms because I know they are my inspirations. (REALLY!) The thing is I kind of distracted with reading novels, and I done reading so much of it. Maybe I'll lessen the reading and should focus to my school subjects first. :)

2011-12-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

I’m the type of girl who don’t have close boy friends. None, really. As in that kind of boy friends that you can joke around because I’m not comfortable with them. All of my friends are girls, I have a couple of friends that are gay but not that close but c’mon it’s still different! I just realize it when I saw my younger cousin have so many close boy friends that she’s comfortable with talking with no malice, you know just hanging around. It’s given me an idea that maybe, i’m too distant with the opposite sex that it might have a possibility that I became a nun.

Just be yourself and that’s enough.

2011-11-09T19:56:00.001+08:00

I hate that feeling when people around me become so not their self.. When they trying to be something they are not, they want to prove something they don't even know that much. It makes me uncomfortable and so lost. And all I want to do is to run away from those kind of people because all I want is just to be with people who knows who they really are and love their self the way they are right now.

My second semester shedule :)

2011-11-07T12:10:00.001+08:00

2011-09-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

I’m not really actually like this- being judgmental and mean but for you I will. You’re a insecure and ignorant bitch. I don’t even know why we become close in the past and I regretted it. You played me like fucking puppet with strings. Why? What did I do to you? I never imagine in my whole life that there is someone like you in this world. Who are you to tell everyone that private thing in my life like it’s nothing at all? I already know your true color so it doesn’t surprise me anymore with you oh-so-famous-attention-seeker lies. I’m an idiot to believe you before. I intentionally ignoring you because I don’t want to be a plastic like you but you still keep approaching me, the fuck? What a thick face and skin you have. Then what? You going to reverse the situation like I’m the bitch. Great, just great. You deserve an award.

Because I'm bored to death.

2011-08-28T07:59:00.004+08:00

How Rare Is Your Pe rson ality?

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins

2011-06-13T08:03:00.000+08:00

I've been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I've learnt how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/today_my_life_begins.html ]
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Life's too short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
Today my life begins...

My schedule for this first sem. 3rd year na!

2011-06-07T15:30:00.001+08:00

Wasted friendship.

2011-06-03T21:30:00.003+08:00

I never thought that some friendship really ends and not meant to be last. She proved me that. She's one of my closest friend since I become a college student. I gave her my full trust and friendship but she took it for granted. I hate how dumb I am to believe her lies. I hate how manipulating bitch she is. I'm sorry for the word but I'm still angry with her, maybe I forgive her someday but not now.

I HATE WHAT SHE DID TO ME.

Happy birthday to you!

2011-04-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

To my cousin, Kuya Jay.

I maybe mean and always faced him with my pissed face in the past but i love him. For he, he’s like the older brother i never had. We grew up together but i take him for granted not noticing that he’s been always their for me. I know, he don’t need any sympathy but he grew up with my tita and with my other cousin, he never really had any parents because even his father (my tito - my father’s older brother and tita’s younger brother, the one who raised Kuya Jay) denied him when he was younger. I really feel sorry for him. I just regretted how i treated him in the past but i wish he knew i love and care for him.

But of course, God have always good plans for us. He is now a soldier and an amazing girlfriend, Ate jen. :) Well, wishes him for all the happiness he deserves in this world. More birthday to come, Kuya Jay! I miss you. :)

Legal, eh?

2011-03-05T17:11:00.000+08:00

I turned eighteen last month but I can’t feel it, I didn’t even bother thinking about it and say to myself, “I’m finally legal now!!!” It just didn’t occur to me right now, it’s not sinking in. No plans, anything. All I can say is, I know what exactly I’m gonna do with my life.

I’m gonna do things that makes me happy and stay the way I am.

I’m really touched.

2011-03-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

When my mader sided with me for the first time in my fangirling life when my tita got angry with me when she found out that I gone to the concert (Super Show 3). My tita is really angry until now and got my sermon early in the morning today, I just kept quiet as I always do. My mader answered her that the concert is just happened once a year, that I didn’t asked her with any amount of money, that I still study hard and my cousin’s addition, It’s my birthday gift for myself..

I think she knew that the boys are my inspiration. ♥

I ain't even mad.

2011-01-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

What will be your reaction when someone special to you turns out to be just your 'one of those friend you see at school' and will care less to you every passing day? The one you thought you can share problems with, the one who will listen when everybody doesn't?

I think, it's quite horrible at first but I get used to it. BUT TO BE HONEST, it hurts to know and accept. When I become a college student, I find it really amazing. I get along with all my blockmates easily, with my first year - I find 2 awesome friends and since then, we were inseparable. When 2nd year came, I decided to transfer to other school, as destiny dictated or it just simple coincidence? - The 2 transferred, too with my new school. But the other separated from the two of us. The other one is in other block.

As weeks and months passed by, my friend that we have the same block found a new group of friends and I got left behind. Sometimes, I found it my fault if she becomes that far from me now. We still laugh, smile and joke around to each other but I know their a small wall now between us. Their is our boy blockmate that her boyfriend now. It hurts that I had to push her to say to me the truth about with her love life and it hurts more that the one who is she telling with her secrets now is her new friends.

And the other friend of ours? We still talk when we see each other in the hallway.

For all that happened to me, the only thing I can do now is to accept and move on.

2010

2011-01-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

This year help me a lot.

Help me to move on. Some people chose to fade away with my life. Some things will never be the same again. It sad to know that people change and I can’t do anything about it but to watch.

To be a stronger person. Not everytime, there were people who can help me. I learned to be independent, not seeking for a help from people.

To improve myself. I never thought that I can do those kind of things. Then I realized I can be proud of myself, too.

To give me a chance to meet Super Junior and to be a part of Sapphire Blue Sea. This last April 10, 2010 was the most amazing day of my life that I will never ever forget. And other KPOP artists like B2ST, 4minute, UKISS and One Way.

So I’m taking year 2010 for all those things that made myself today. :)

I don’t hate Yoona anymore.

2010-12-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

But I’m not saying that YoonHae, too. I’m gonna hate that pairing like forever. I just gonna hate or dislike her if she is around Donghae and stealing a HaeSica moment.

You know, HaeSica shipper here. :)

I want to let this out a few days ago but I want to make sure of my feelings if I don’t really hate her anymore. After I watched the Intimate Note of SNSD last week, I don’t think that she’s that overrated what people think she is. She’s kinda funny though and not really that papansin type that I thought she was. I’m just irritated sometimes with her face— it was just so fake. No, I’m not an insecure bitch here, just telling the truth. And honestly speaking, I don’t find her that pretty.

Will start liking her very very very slowly…. I don’t want to push myself.

The only, I SAID ONLY picture of her I have in my files.

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY MY BELOVED SUPER JUNIOR!

2010-11-06T13:53:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th Anniversary! We break the curse! *confetti confetti* It’s really nice to still see you out there guys, performing with each other eventhough you are only 12 (including Henry and Zhoumi of course) but we ELFs still hoping for the miracle. All of you really worked hard this past 5 years and still continue working hard for your dreams. No matter what, we, ELFs gonna support Super Junior until the end of time.

And I can believe I've been in love with this boys for almost 4 years now. :) Saranghae!

Hint.

2010-11-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

It's Super Junior M comeback next year. And I smell something and I hope it's a hint. I don't want to expect but I'm still wishing about it. I been missing him

It's my favorite love story.

2010-11-03T13:46:00.005+08:00

I adore this drama so much. The love story of Jiang Zhi Shu and Yuan Xiang Qin is one the kind. It proved that opposite attracts, even all the imperfections and flaws of each other. I envy Xiang Qin being so patience to win Zhi Shu's heart. Their love for each other is indescribable, I just can't describe how much I love this drama, but I swear-- this is my favorite for all time. To be honest, I want a love story like this but... SO YEAH! :)I want a guy like him even though he's like a puzzle, it's so hard to figured him out but I mean at least he is not the perfect guy type.And again-- I envy this girl so much. I wish I can be brave like her. C'mon, a girl pursuing a guy?!
A supportive family they can lean on everytime.

Their married life and my favorite sweet moments. A perfect couple indeed. Let wish for a beautiful Love Story like this. <3

Detoxification Day.

2010-10-19T21:58:00.004+08:00

Donghae’s Birthday Celebration. Start of Semestral Break. HaeSica’s Comeback. YongSeo’s Sweetness Celebration— while we were eating Samgyupsal (and decided to take out Kimbap and Ddokbuki in other Korean Resto). We said it was all the reason why we decide to eat there.

And then, as always, we go to the Grocery and buy Ice Cream!

Then at Beauty Secret, It’s like Etude House but cheaper. :)

Gaaah~ BB Cream, my first time to discover this~ This is my first time to be happy because of beauty products realted. The Ajusshi there is so kind and give us free facial mask or something. Bless him! Hahaha. AND YEAH NOSEBLEED MUCH. Over use of english. LMAO.

School.

2010-10-19T08:38:00.000+08:00

I want to write down all what happened in my life since this school year started - how I changed on things. This past few months, my life isn’t good as people think, I’m always unhappy, disappointed, frustrated, depressed and I felt so empty but I still manage to laugh and fake a smile. I can’t seem to relate to my new surrounding but as months past, I started to accept where I am. Most important— at school, I changed a lot, my ranking get higher, I study harder. I still have that tinatamad-ako-mag-aral attitude but this time of my life I realized how important study is - not just because my parents said so but how it change my future and to achieve my goals simply because I want to. I didn’t know I can do better. When I was in High School, I’m not the smart one, my grades are always average and not that satisfying. Before I just don’t like studying and reading books. Well, the old me… I am care-free and happy-go-lucky. I don’t care about my grades and all I want to do is to make myself happy but now I think I’m becoming a perfectionist, I want my grades to be always high. I don’t know if it’s a good attitude but meanwhile, I prefer this.

Before anything else, I want to thank God. For giving me a hope and faith and chance to improve. I love you.

We are some kind of hot people :)

2010-10-02T19:07:00.001+08:00

Our block/section is really a hot issue for all our Professors/Clinical Instructors. We are not perfect. We know that they all correct, our block sometimes lost control— this is us, we can’t change ourselves…. but we know, they just want us to be a better person someday. Our class adviser said we are going to be a future Nurse someday— It’s not the skills or the knowledge but the right attitude can lead us to success.

To be honest, some of my classmates, I don’t want to offend some of them but they are not making effort at all, they just going to attend class for nothing. Wala namang taong bobo, they are not just using it.

HO-HO-HOT ISSUE~ :))))

I notice to our block we are the kind of people who is really carefree and loves to enjoy everything but really study hard.

My classmate said earlier to me: “Lagi na lang sablay ang block natin parang yung pinanood natin kahapon.”

Speaking of, I said yesterday we go to SM Manila. I love to bond with all i mean some of my classmates. :))) And earlier, I want to go with them in Star City but we don’t have money and i have a headache so we decided we go there after finals. *excited*

Second hubby.

2010-09-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

My ultimate inspiration ~~because Kibum is not around~~ -- Son Dongwoon
He is so precious. I just loving him more and more each day. I've seen him in person, last June this year. So fcking handsome!

No, I don't like you anymore. :)

2010-09-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

Before I Let You Go - Freestyle

Everytime I hear this song I can't help but to winced. This song always reminded me of him, yes, him. I remembered he always play it whenever I'm around or our free time in the classroom. He said that song is dedicated for me.

Well, before it's not too late-- Thanks! :)

2010-08-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

If he acts like you're not worth his time, maybe you aren't what he really wants. Maybe you're just a substitue for he can't have.

And I remembered what he did to me. =)))) No, I’m not being bitter. I don’t remember anything about him anymore, I hide all my memories of him on my deepest place in my mind and heart. I’m happy with my life right now.

I will always love them.

2010-08-16T19:11:00.002+08:00

I will always love Super Junior no matter what happens. I promised them my forever. People said there is no such thing as forever but for me, it’s existed as long as Super Junior support each other and NEVER be disbanding. I always imagine my future still supporting them, yes, eventhough I’m a grandma. Lol. I’m obsessed with them, they are MY life, they are the main reason why I felt this kind of things, the reason why I still smile inspite of the stress and pain that I feel in my heart. Eventhough in Death, I will cherish them. I’m not exaggerating. :)))

TaeHyun once said: (From Fan Fiction)

“… Death will never part us.
I’ll love you until the last breath of forever;

Because I am an E.L.F. Some people think I don't love them that much... But they are all wrong, I love them more that anybody else. I'm never gonna stop.

I didn't do anything wrong.

2010-08-04T19:27:00.000+08:00

I didn’t do anything to receive those kind of accusations. Whenever I hear words from them, I just ignored it because it is just a waste of time and I may hurt their feelings. But this time, I’m over the edge, I’m so over with their words towards me especially their attitude but I still choose to be silent. I don’t want to hurt them because I love them but they making things worse— No, they making things wrong. As I said, I didn’t do anything wrong why they are reacting like that.

Who said I’m angry with them? C’mon use your common sense, if it is there any? It’s so unbelievable, They are educated person but they are not using their mind, seriously. Arghhh, Big question mark: Why would I be angry with them? I’m just busy in school. GETS? What would they like me to do, go to their house and do nothing there, when I’m there and using the computer, they get angry. WHAT THE FVCK IS YOUR PROBLEM, PEOPLE? They are so great at this, making people down because they think they are so high enough that we people around them can’t reach there fvcking throne. Sorry, I only respect them because of my, Papa. Nothing else.

Really, I don’t deserve all of this. All the words they said, it hurts me, not because they are correct what they are accusing me but because I now realize they are so mean and rude people.

Just letting this out. :)

Until Paris fades.

2010-08-03T16:27:00.000+08:00

“You’ll tell me what it feels like, right? When you find Paris?”

This words will always stuck in my heart forever. There is so much meaning in this sentence. Eventhough it’s only a fiction, it makes me believe magical love stories— a timeless love. A man who is still worth fighting for named by Kwon Tae Hyun, his uncondional love for Choi Yoori. Their love for each other is undescriable, they arguing and fighting for the stupidiest and non-sense things but still, at the end of the very day they end up loving and caring for one another.
I read the final chapter last night crying. I know it’s kind of pathetic and overreacting, it’s just a fanfiction but it was so amazing and heartbreaking the idea of Taeri. It’s stung my heart, I know how to be in love, I felt it before… How to be broken so badly but unlike what is Yoori experienced, it’s incredibly painful and lifeless not being with him. Just imagining it, I feel my heart breaking into a million pieces.
When I was in school this morning, I told to my girl classmate the story, while telling her, I felt my eyes tearing up. Dramatic much.
I don’t want a guy like Kwon Tae Hyun. I love him as much as i hate him. Make sense? I love him because he is so danm perfect and I’m thanking God that a guy like him didn’t exists this world, let’s face reality here. :) I hate him for leaving Yoori, for leaving her with such pain. Well, it doesn’t make sense to you guys but please understand. XD
I was hoping Yoori was going to commit suicide but the love of Taehyun for her stopped her. I was disaapointed when she didn’t do it, speaking of my suicidal side. Yeah, I don’t think I can’t leave without him especially like a guy Taehyun, he is worth living for but at the same time, worth dying for. “Whenever yo go, I’ll follow.” — ~~Choi Yoori! I think you should really follow!~~

I don’t want to cry anymore. Fvck.

Long time!

2010-05-30T20:30:00.003+08:00

I decide that I have to update this again. It's been last year since I update this.
Hmmm, I'm gonna share some what happened to my life this half of this year. It's been a little confusing for me, because of school issue BUT a really really happy beginning of the year.
Let's start with the school issue one, my mom said I have to transfer because of the finance problem but I don't like and she let me to stay but after the start of my summer class, I want to tranfer so she let me. :) And the best experience is I got the chance to go to Super Show 2 of Super Junior. April 10, 2010 - The best day of my life!

AGREE!

2009-12-19T11:13:00.002+08:00

Your HEARTBEAT.

2009-12-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

FOREVER.

2009-11-06T15:23:00.003+08:00

My life. My love. My breath. My day. My sun... Ok! That's too much. To be honest, it's all true. REALLY love them very much. I thought it's been yesterday since I known them, really really really I'm so thanking god for giving Super Junior to my life. Drama much? But TRUE. Okay, I'm getting teary here. As a matter of fact, I owe Super Junior very much, they always make my day complete just thinking about them, remembering all the silly things they do.. How thankful they are to all their fans, ELFs. Ehem. It's January 2007 since I become a KPOP fan but I started supporting them is February. The first time I known them is I kinda disliked them but it all change when I watched their MV, Miracle and saw how funny they are in SJ Fullhouse. I had so many memories to cherish and recount of them, all I can say is that was the happiest. :))) I know, some of you maybe saying I'm over reacting? Well, I'm not. That just was simple I am and how I love and support Super Junior. Again, HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY SUPER JUNIOR!!! I always here and the ELFs.

FOREVER AND ALWAYS.

2nd Semester starts on--

November 11,2009. So it's true!!! Our classes starts on wed. GREAT. And I just love my new schedule, there is no longer up to 7 on the evening. Hooray for that~

Holding on or Letting go?

2009-11-04T10:00:00.008+08:00

Holding on or Letting go?

Which is more difficult? Which is more easier? To hold on or to let him go? I saw this topic in Soompi and the girl need advices about this guy she loves but love someone else.. Complicated, i say. Well, for me.. she should let go. Letting go is much more painful like holding on but you know? Time passes and it heals.. Okay, if you hold on you will be hurting AGAIN AND AGAIN, you always feel the pain that you will never loved back. IT HURTS. But when you let him go, AGAIN, Time heals. :)))

Guys around the world.

2009-10-28T12:58:00.001+08:00

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forgets you afterward.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! But do not generalize.

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow".

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted

, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed lions with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ....they love u regardless.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed by you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

GIRL ON THE MOVE.

2009-10-25T12:09:00.006+08:00

I don't want to recall anything about him but they were a times that there are no excuses I can't stop thinking all the memories who make me believe everything. I can't forget the day I stopped loving/liking him, I thought it will never come but it happened the least I expected. Time really heals, it just a matter of trying to give yourself a wide space. :)) Now, I can't feel anything when he is around, it is like a flashback when the first day of class. He was nothing to me again. I want to throw all the memories I have with me with him but then I thought, it just the only evidence that in the past, I been in loved to the first boy who broke my heart.

TRIO GOTTA GO!

2009-10-08T10:05:00.002+08:00

FIRST POST OF THIS MONTH!!! Is it right? Okay, sorry. Bangag me. Right. Right.

Sooo, it's make me have a courage to post a post today because maybe it take a longer time to post here again. Starting today, my schedule will be hectic. Too many school works I tell you. Out of fangirling world for a while, maybe 2 to 3 weeks? Shocks. And this sunday, were going to volunteer in sagip kapamilya. :))) And I have interesting story. Yesterday, it's our comarts1 subject and something came up to the glass of the room door, in a bond paper.. "I just want to confirm?" is written and then there a rose!!! The guy propose to our professor. IT IS SOOOO SWEET! :))) The rose had a ring on it. OMGGG. Some of my classmates cried because of that. Our professor told us advices about love.

I'd lie.

2009-09-28T14:07:00.008+08:00

HELLOOOOOO!! I'm here again, with my blog. Hahaha. So, I know this weekend is a tragedy because of that stupid typoon. -__- Many people got stranded and how I wish they were all okay. I want to help... but how? All I can do know is to pray for everyone. HOPE EVERYONE'S OK. :))

I have something to share that my professor in Psychology teached to us that gives me some realizations and advices. Our professor gived us a heart to heart talk. It's about love and life. First, the love.. My professor said, "loving someone is about leeting go.." LETTING GO, because it's like your giving that person you love a space. You will see if he come back or not, it will test your love for him. You know that famous line, "if you love someone set him free." And... If he never come back to you Well, it's time to you to realize, he is not for you. But come to think about it, many people says that person was meant to be for you, no matter what happens, he will come to share a life with you forever. :)) And the LIFE, my professor asked one of my classmates, "are you happy with your life?" My classmate answered sometimes because of her family, friends, etc. But my proffesor asked her the same question again, "not because of your family, friends... As an individual, a person, are you happy with your life?" And the answered of my classmte is sometimes again. And my professor said, "you're just pretending to be happy." She said, if our family or friends are no where in sight and your all alone, are you happy?
That make me to think about if i'm really happy. -___- because I don't know.

31 ways make a girl's smile.

1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her.
6. Don't go hang out with you ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up.
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything.
-- TRUE.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her .
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends .
21. Kiss her in the rain .
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it .
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants.
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girl friend all the time .
31. If u care about her.SHOW her!

Woooots~ It's really make me smile. :))) If all the boys are like that... Well, how I wish though. XD

Face the truth about LOVE.

2009-09-24T10:01:00.006+08:00

Got it from Rox. :)) I hope it's ok.

It gives you time to realize if you really love him/her.

. . . para sa mga taong nanliligaw, nagbabalak manligaw, nililigawan, naliligaw, nag-iintay maligawan at nagbabalak lumagay sa magulo . . . .
(regardless of age ???!!!)

. . . ang love ay hindi minamadali . . . hindi pinipilit . . .
at lalong hindi kina-career . . . (aray po sa matamaan!!!. . .)

unang-una . . .

PAANO MO BA NASABING MAHAL MO NA SIYA ??? . . .

dahil ba natutuwa ka sa kanya ??? . . .
o kaya naman naaaliw ka ??? . . .
na-swee-sweetan ka ba ng sobra sa kanya ??? . . .
kinikilig ka ba ‘pag nakikita mo siya ??? . . .
at nahi-high kapag naririnig mo na ang boses niya ??? . . .

eh teka muna . . .

baka naman infatuated ka lang . . .
o kaya naman kagaya nga ng sagot mo . . .
“BAKA naaaliw ka lang” . . .
dahil kakaiba siya . . .
may ’spark’ na hindi mo maintindihan . . .

tsk !!!… tsk !!!… tsk !!!…
ang saklap nyan !!! . . .

pangalawa . . .

GAANO MO NA BA SIYA KAKILALA ??? . . .
madali ba siyang mapikon ??? . . .
‘pano ba siya ma-bad trip ??? . . .
madali bang mahalata na may topak siya ??? . . .
ano bang suot niya ‘pag nasa bahay siya ??? . . .
shorts ba o pantalon ??? . . .
nakasando ba siya o naka-t-shirt lang ??? . . .
matagal ba siyang maligo ??? . . .
kumakain ba siya ng vegetables ??? . . .
tamad ba siya ??? . . .
mas gusto ba niyang manood ng TV kaysa magbasa ng libro ??? . . .
nagpe-play station ba siya ??? . . .
tatlo ba ang pamangkin niyang lalaki ??? . . .
makukulit ba yung mga kamag-anak niya ??? . . .
green ba ang kulay ng gate ng bahay nila ??? . . .
sa village ba siya nakatira ??? . . .
may sakayan ba ng jeep na malapit sa kanila ??? . . .
nagsisimba ba siya linggo-linggo ??? . . .
kasama ba ‘yung buong pamilya niya ??? . . .
at nagdadasal ba siya bago matulog ??? . . .

in short . . .

alam mo na nga ba ??? . . .
ang mga bagay-bagay . . .
ang mga simpleng bagay tungkol sa kanya . . .
na nag-dedetermine ng sarili niya . . .
as in, kung sino ba talaga SIYA . . .

pangatlo…
KAYA MO BA SIYANG TANGGAPIN ??? . . .

as in TANGGAPIN ng buong-buo . . .
sa lahat ng trip niya sa buhay . . .
sa lahat ng katopakan niya . . .
sa lahat ng pag-iinarte at pag-dadrama niya . . .
sa lahat ng kasalanang nagawa, ginawa, at gagawin pa lang niya . . .
sa lahat ng naiisip niya . . .
sa lahat ng sasabihin niya . . .
sa kilos niya . . .
sa pananamit pa pala niya . . .
sa pagsasalita niya . . .
sa pananaw niya sa buhay . . .
sa pagtrato niya sa ibang tao . . .
sa lifestyle niya . . .
sa uri ng pamilyang meron siya . . .
sa uri ng kaibigang kasa-kasama niya . . .
sa style niya pagdating sa love (?). . .
sa ka-sweetan niyang natural . . .
sa paglalambing niya . . .
sa tawa niyang pagkalakas-lakas . . .
sa manners niya . . .
sa bisyo niya, kung meron man . . .
sa mga pang-aasar niya sa ‘yo . . .
sa style niya pagdating sa pagsolve ng problema . . .
sa problemang maaari ka ring makakasama . . .

pang-apat . . .
KAYA MO BANG MAGISING AT MAGING TOTOO ??? . . .

kaya mo bang makita ‘yung sarili mo . . .
na kasama pa rin siya, ha ???. . .
sa isang sitwasyong ‘pag naisip mo, eh . . .
mapapaiyak ka na lang sa sakit . . .
nang dahil din sa kanya ??? . . .
kaya mo bang magmukhang tanga . . .
as in umiyak ng dahil sa kababawan . . .
ibuhos ang mga nararamdaman mo . . .
kahit na puro kababawan nga lang naman . . .
as in kahit sa harapan niya ??? . . .
kaya mo bang maging barubal ‘pag kasama mo siya ??? . . .
‘yung tipo bang wala ka ng pakialam . . .
mawala man ang manners mo . . .
na wala ka naman talaga . . .

in short . . .
KAYA MO BANG MAGING IKAW KAPAG KASAMA MO NA SIYA ??? . . .

‘yung tipong hindi ka nahihiyang ipakita kung sino ka talaga . . .
dahil alam mong . . .
HINDI MO LANG SIYA TANGGAP . . .
TANGGAP KA RIN NIYA . . .
BUONG-BUO RIN . . .

HOY, MGA TAO !!! . . .
tama na kasi ang tripping . . .
tama na ang pagmamadali . . .
oo, masarap ngang ma-involve sa isang tao . . .
pero ‘di ba mas masarap ‘yun . . .
LALO NA KUNG ALAM MONG TOTOO . . .
‘YUNG NARARAMDAMAN MO . . .

kaya dapat, hindi tayo nagpapabulag sa nararamdaman natin na . . .
akala nating LOVE na ito . . .
mag antay na lang tayo . . .
‘wag natin unahan . . .

for all we know, hindi pa pala siya ang para sa atin . . .
pero ‘pag nasagot mo lahat ng nasa taas . . .
ng lagapak na “OO” . . .
na naaayon sa iyong VERY honest na pangunawa . . .
galing sa puso at utak, mayroon ka nito ‘di ba ??? . . .
BAKA nga mahal mo na siya . . .

Aber ??? . . .

(an idealistic outlook… but look, after all, it still is a BIG MAYBE !!!…)

I think, I'm the one who's "naliligaw." XDDD

Really? How do you that you're in love with that person? :O

-Claudddd

i love you forever, but now it's over.

2009-09-13T12:20:00.004+08:00

The Bottom Line
If you can dream it, it's possible. It you can plan it, it's probable. Go for it.

In Detail
You've been on an emotional roller coaster lately, and you've had all the fun you can stand. You may find yourself trying to figure out what's going to happen next. Just for the next couple of days, though, stop pushing. Let the universe take the wheel and see what happens. Along the way, you could end up feeling pretty darned good about yourself -- all because of someone who wants to see you as you really are.

Hello guys! At last, I have a chance to update my blog. I want to share some of the things that happened to me this couple of weeks. ONE WORD: Busy, of course. LOL. Well, not that busy, it just that I had many things to do that must be accomplished. And guess what? Next week will be our Pre-finals. Gahhhhh~ Just thinking of it, it giving me a headeache already. Then, our professor in philosophy is giving us a very hard time, the hell, I'm starting to make my thesis for the finals. I'm SO stress.

And other than my stressful and busy college life.. is nothing special, really. XDD My life is fine as always. That you-know-who, (No, not Lord Voldemort. LOLLL.) were ok to each other now, we both joking around AGAIN. No more awkwardness, i think? I hope it will never happen again.

AND AND last thursday, my cousin and I go to the bachelor's party of Cosmopolitan. OMGGGGGG. So many celebrity hot guys. XDDD I had a chance to saw Gerald Anderson, Aljur(I don't know his last name but his from GMA7), JC of Survivor Philippines, Ejay Falcon, Xian Lim(My new crush~), Mark Bautista, Carlo(IDK his last name, too. From ABS-CBN), and many more. XDD

Have a nice weekends everyone!

Best Day Ever

2009-08-29T13:44:00.007+08:00

Yesterday is one of the happiest day of my life. :)) It is full of having fun and new memories. We gone away to Laguna to go Echanted Kingdom because it's the way to celebrate the anniversary of our school, it is like a field trip to us. I don't know where to begin... Well, I want to share this HAGGARDNESS moment of me before anything else. Haha. This stupid me, forgot my ticket on my notebook that my classmate borrowed so I don't have a chose, we go to her house to get my ticket and after that we got on time. All our classmates are on the bus already. Now, I want to tell my best day. When we finally arrived at the park, I said to my friend I really like to ride the roller skate, first and it had so much fun. The other rides we had the chance to ride are Anchor Away, that almost make me wanna die and said that I want to demolish that ride. LOLLL. The Rio Grande, 2 hours that we wait in line, the line is soooooo long but i say it was worth it, laughtrip ever. If you just saw us, your going to laugh. :) I'm such a good luck, in five of us, I'm the least to get wet. Hmmm, and the last ride is the swing, I don't know the exact name. It made me dizzy but it's okay. My friends keep teasing me that i'm going to cry again because i cried in the Anchor Away. And as you know me, I buy and buy foods there. XD After that we stay in at the bus and waited for the fireworks. We started to travelled back home, i think, 9pm.
What a great day.

Some other times, I'm going to post some pictures. :))

Contented by this life.

2009-08-20T12:42:00.004+08:00

Wanting him is hard to forget,
Loving him is hard to regret,
Losing
him is hard to accept..
With all the hurt I've felt..
LETTING GO is the
most painful!

Yeay. I'm bored so I have a lot of time to update this blog of mine, I have no classes today. :)) And had a chance to changed my blogskin yesterday! Hmmm.. I want to share about my week even though it is still not the end of this week. It goes pretty well except that awkward thingy. As I said, it goes pretty well, it make my head hurts. LOLLL. Because it's our Midterm Exam and got to study really hard to have high grades but thank god it ended yesterday and will be waiting for the Pre-finals. Hahaha. Wanna know about the AWKWARD THINGY? Nahhh, don't want to talk about it. :)))

I suddenly remember that it's been a year since I become a blogger. Hahaha. Happy Anniversary to me! I miss my old blogspot that I deleted. O__O

^____^

2009-08-15T12:27:00.001+08:00

Happy Bithday JOE JONAS!!!!

You know I love you. Hahaha.

Wish you all the best~

Silly Me.

2009-07-27T12:32:00.005+08:00

I dreamed of someone. A Celebrity AGAIN. I know, I always dream of celebrities. WHY?!?! Guess what who is it this time?? Kim Hyun Joong(JiHoo of Boys Over Flowers). To be honest, I don't dream that much. When I woked up this morning, I didn't remember yet but when I finished taking a bath and eat my breakfast. I suddenly remembered. This is the story, well... Actually I don't remember the story. hehehe. The only thing i remember, I feel liked I'm JanDi(ERRRRR.), then JiHoo is holding my hands and I hold him too... I feel like im inlove with him and were going to his house and his parents are there? Does it makes sense at all? My dreams are always a blur. >.<

No school today because it's SONA. Yeah. But no time to relax.. Many to read and study. I have many to do but I'm spazzing right now. I realized I'm being a useless fan of SNSD. O_O And and... 2NE1's 1st Mini Album is already available here in the Philippines. What a fvkin' reality.

ISAK!!!

2009-07-26T15:20:00.002+08:00

YAYYYY! Isak's going here again in the Philippines! I so love her~ Will you please bring a Kpop group? LOLLL. She's going here in november. How cool is that? 3 months to go! Errr. I remember how many times I shaked hands with her when her and Evan got here. :))) So far, that's my happiest moment as being a fangirl. ^_^

KPOP INVASION HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES

2009-07-22T09:02:00.002+08:00

Honestly, i don't like what's happening right now. I thought it gonna make me happy but NO. It make me irritated more and more everyday that passed. Some people says that were selfish, but can they blame us from being that way? Were just want to protect what important to us. I don't want people saying bad things about them in the end. BECAUSE WE LOVE THEM. My point is when they are "nagsawa", what are the possibilities that can they do? And please, every pilipino knows how the people here popularize the product, it's cheap. I'M SORRY. Yeah, i'm a pilipino but I can accept the reality. For me, KPOP is only for the people who are LOYAL and can be TRUSTED. No offense, I'm not saying the others are not loyal or not can be trusted, it's just that... Most of us, Pilipino, easily "nagsasawa". On some things, they are not loyal.. Just thinking of what will happen, I feel like crying especially when it involves my favorites. I get hurt when they are saying bad things about them like, "They are gay." I'm not overreacting. KPOP fans knows what i'm feeling, that's what they are feeling, too. When you become attached to them, it's really hurts when you hear bad things about them that's not even true at all. Like they despise them so much. That's my biggest fear. And this one, many are FEELERS, like they know it all about KPOP, but in reality. NOTHING. You don't know anything. Please. Stop it. What i'm saying are only my opinions, what i'm feeling. that's all. :)

Act like you don't care, that's the only way you boys learn

2009-07-18T18:02:00.005+08:00

I really love this song. The lyrics is sooooo~ I can't take the lyrics. The message are for boys and.... their NATURE.

Here's the translation.

Hey playboy it's about time
and your time is up
I had to do this one for my girls you know?
sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
that's the only way you boys learn

I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh

All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them, I won't let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I'm going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it's 5:30 am
Again you say another girl's name no

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e

cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e

cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

DREAMING OF YOU

2009-07-06T16:59:00.002+08:00

Okay, I have to blog this. I DREAMED OF DAVID ARCHULETA. LOL. I don't know why. I got disapointed because it's been cut off but I'm because I dreamed of him.
It's happened liked this... We become a married couple and have one kid, his the one who love me so much but i can't love him. (Ano kaya yun eh ako yung patay na patay sa kanya. XD)Then it's like a flashback.. were in a restaurant and eating and asked me.. "Paano kaya kung mahalin mo ko?" (Kailan pa marunong magtagalog si david? XD)
And then i woke up. I'm really disappointed. I even asked myself why i woked up. CRAZY ME. Tanungin daw sarili. Si kibum hindi ko talaga mapanaginipan.

WRONG TIMING.

2009-06-20T11:52:00.005+08:00

I'm excited for their 2nd mini album. I think it's gonna be a hit again. ^__^ But it's a wrong timing for me.. O__O it's my school days, i don't if i can spazz.

And oh, Advance Happy father's day to all the fathers around the world including mine. :)))

Goodluck.

2009-06-14T18:07:00.001+08:00

Tommorrow is the DAY~~~ Welcome to hell. JOKE. Ampffff. First day of class. I don't know what i'm feeling right now... I think this is the start of my stressful life and the end of my fangirling life. NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!! NO. Wah, i want to cry. I'm gonna miss a lot of things and people. *sigh*

i need coffee.

2009-06-08T21:08:00.004+08:00

AMPFFF. The start of my class is on June 15. My college life is going to start~ I think... I'm not ready yet. Today is my orientation and i realized, nursing is strict. NO BANGS! I have bangs. WTH. What am i going to do? *freaking out*
And for nursing, were NOT ALLOWED to use the elevator. O_O They say we are suppose to be physically fit. Thank god the nursing rooms are only second floor. Hahaha.And oh, their is a school of arts in my school, i want to enroll. I want to be busy.

DIFFERENCES OF: EMO, emotional, and scene

2009-06-05T09:43:00.003+08:00

okay. i’ve noticed a lot of people claim they’re emo. im sorry…but NO!
let’s define emo, shall we?
EMO- emo’s short for “emotive hardcore” and its NOTHING BUT a sub genre (this is a very tight and specific word. there’s nothing more to it!).
SCENESTERS:
someone asked me: “well for hip hop: there are hip hoppers; for rock: there are rockers; for punk: there are punks. why can’t we have emo people w/o being called poseurs if there’s an emo genre?”
-simple:
1.)because people nowadays interpret “emo” as a fashion statement, a way of life, and other general crap (that holds infinite sub topics under them which then resulted to giving “emo” numerous possible false and vague principles) without even knowing the true meaning of “emo”. having a hairstyle that covers a portion of your face, wearing make-up and skinny jeans, cutting yourself, and babbling about your miserable life DOES NOT MAKE YOU AN EMO KID! and this is the time when the so-called “scenesters (kids/people)” or “scene” (for short) joins the different categories of the clique. and
2.)because REAL emo music has been DEAD for like a decade or even more`what you guys categorize as emo nowadays are really pop punk/pop rock (thanks to mainstream shit) and not emo! HUUUGE DIFFERENCE!!! dude, i would absolutely bet ONE GRAND if you ask someone who claims he/ she’s emo, they WON’T be able to name a REAL EMO band (or post emo for that matter) correctly without digging up some serious and reliable info on the internet. heck i highly even doubt they’ll come up with a REAL SCREAMO band-which is veeery different compared to emo, by the way. oh and guess what…i dont have $1,000 on me! but that’s how confident i am regarding this “fact” (quote for emphasis-yeah that’s right i did consider it as a ”FACT”!)
WHY “EMO” CANNOT STAND FOR “EMOTIONAL”:
-forthrightly speaking, that question’s just pure bullcrap. did it ever enter your mind that if emo had the meaning of “emotional”, hell it would’ve been the LARGEST genre coz music’s all about emotions! then, emo would’ve been uber popular, hence, people wouldn’t have come up with such imbecile questions wondering why a person can’t be called “emo”.
i hope this explanation helped you understand why emo can’t mean emotional, why people cannot be categorized as such, and somehow clean the reputation of the bastardized word we call “EMO”.

Credit: My friend: AamhiiE@Multiply

It's all true. Just wearing color black, you can call yourself "EMO"?! Yeah, RIGHT!
I wish my friends can read it. T__T

Ideal Guy

2009-06-03T20:43:00.001+08:00

I want a boy.

A nice and bad boy.

A boy who has spiky hair and lets me play with it.

He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.

He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.

He’ll stay home with me and watch Disney Movies.

And he'll tell me he loves it even though he doesn’t,

and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me.

.He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.

He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.

He’ll IM me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!". And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.

He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.

And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.

When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.

He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.

All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.

He'll stay up with me all night when im sick.

When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.

He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.

We always end up laughing about silly fights.

We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.

Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me ... Every time he kisses me.

He'll tell me he'd die without me.

He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day.

He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.

When we go out fo ice cream he'll put some on my nose … then I'll put some all over his face.

And we just never stop laughing.

he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me-- --and would hold me when i cry ..

he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met.

He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines.

We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.

He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch snowflakes on our tongues

He doesn't even like snow, but I love it.

He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.

And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.

He’ll let me go places with his mom.

We would play tag and not care whos watching. We’d kiss in the rain. And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again. I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and then go totally soft when I got sad and apologize. I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.

Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house

When we kissed our hips would be pressed together.

I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever

Perfect.

I'll be his everything.

Credit: My friend: Bea@Multiply

Official New Moon Trailer

2009-06-03T20:30:00.005+08:00

WARNING: It's Taglish (Tagalog - English)
It's finally out! Some of the scene from the trailer i don't remember in the book. IDK. Nung sinugod ba ni Jacob si Lauren... Alam na ni Bella na werewolf si Jacob?
I forgot already what happened on the book. *sign of aging*

NO THEY ARE NOT.

2009-06-01T09:19:00.004+08:00

Okay, let's make things clear. KIMBUM is not KIBUM. Some of my friends and even my cousins thought Kimbum is Kibum. Urghhhhh. They are two different individual people. They thought my hubby Kibum is Kimbum of Boys over Flowers. LOL.

KIBUM is not looking great. Ampffff.

Laughters under the rain

2009-05-31T20:29:00.007+08:00

The Bottom Line

A frustrating friendship is causing you to wonder what you ever saw in this person.

In Detail

A frustrating friendship is causing you to wonder what you ever saw in this person. People change over time, and unfortunately they don't always grow in the same direction. Accept who this person is becoming, but don't keep them in your life if they make you feel bad or bring out your insecurities. Friendships are elective relationships, they do not always have to be lifelong commitments. There is nothing wrong with moving on so you both can be happy.

My horoscope of the day. :DDD It's stung my heart, EVERY WORD. I remember a person and i saw her a while ago in the church. O_O

ANYWAYS, today is a great day to end. My feeling is so light. Today, Mhean and I, went to the mall, we buy clothes because it's sale. LOL. We go over and over in the fitting room. And the line to the cashier is long~ Ampf. I just got a blouse, and it's cute cute cute. But it's really annoying because i want a pedal but... idk. I don't buy many things, i'm not a shopper.
When were going home, it's raining. We were just going to ride the jeep and were wet already especially me. I laughed and laughed because of our situation, talking of my craziness. When we going off the jeep, i forgot to open the umbrella, i just got carried away because were talking about boys over flowers. LOL. And then we laughed again. It's hilarious. And then we went to attend mass. :)

AMPFFFF.

2009-05-26T09:32:00.003+08:00

I hate teenagers nowadays. They are so... URGH. I can't put in words what i'm feeling.. I can say they are ANNOYING. Annoying. Yeah, that's the word. They are just going to mass every sunday to go see and talk and flirt to their Boyfriend/Girlfriend. WTF?!?! No respect for god. Church is NOT a date place. My gosh. Just fvck off. But i'm a teenager, too. Should i hate myself? Hekhek. Hell NO. I don't even have that thing.

LOL.

2009-05-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

OMGGGGGGGG. I just watched the interview of David Archuleta and David Cook in Cool Center with Eugene Domingo a while ago. During the interview, i laughed so hard that my stomach hurts. As in, they all joked around most of the interview.
Eugene: We both go on the same school!
Archie: Here in the philippines?
Eugene: No, in the US. US Elementary School.

LOLLLL. I don't know if it's the same words they said but it's still the same. :)))

WHAT?!

2009-05-14T13:43:00.002+08:00

Most people always misunderstood me. Why they always accusing me doing wrong things. They don't even trust me. I don't remember doing illegal or what. And pissing me off the way they judged me. what's wrong with ME???? I'm stubborn, I'm lazy, I'm slow, so what? The hell everybody cares? Still, I'm trying my best to improve myself, but it's hard learning to be what i dont want. It doesn't matter to me what people think, I'm just minding my own business. :)

It's you

2009-05-12T13:08:00.001+08:00

I just totally love it. Finally kibum is with Super Junior again. :)))

The lyrics is so meaningful.

You belong with me

2009-05-08T23:58:00.006+08:00

It's a great great great MV and song. Taylor is never disappoint her fans. I'm kinda shocked on the end.... is that her first kiss on screen??? The boy is familiar.

I have no time to read Tuesdays with Morrie. TT___TT And I want to read The Five People You Meet in Heaven, too.

You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she dosent get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she dosen't like
And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm in the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me

You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say your fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know
Baby...
You belong with me

Oh'
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know your about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me

You belong with me...

2NE1

2009-05-07T16:10:00.013+08:00

I'm now Officially BIG fan of them. One of the things why i love them because of sandara. hahahaha! And their is so talented. My favorite are Sandara and Park Bom, but the four of them is great! Sandy, I'm proud of you~

credit: Soompi

WATCH THIS

Lollipop MV: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsy_m6xk1xw

Fire(Space Version) MV: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qu5Ld_KnMWA&feature=related

Fire(Street Version) MV: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x95Nm5JDGN8

sad.sad.sad.

2009-05-06T11:52:00.001+08:00

One again.

I cried.

I hate sad endings.

REALLY.

I always prefer happily ever after stories.

This is so sweet.

2009-05-05T11:34:00.003+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

Miley?

2009-05-03T15:07:00.004+08:00

Whoa. I almost had a heart Attack.
I just read about Miley Cyrus broke up with her boyfriend, Justin Gaston.
But it just a stupid rumor. Pssh.
But I saw some pictures that looked like they are fighting.

I JUST LOVE BOTH OF THEM.
I wish it just really a rumor.

College life, It's freaking me out.

2009-05-03T15:03:00.003+08:00

I can believe I'm not in High School anymore.

O_O

I'm going to college.

Pacquiao wins. hahaha.

........

2009-04-30T08:44:00.001+08:00

I looked like a mess....

I feel sooo depressed.

New CF

2009-04-27T08:21:00.005+08:00

KiBums's new CF...
And KimBum is in it, too! Sweeeeeet~ XDDDD
Myged, puro na lang fangirling nandito sa blog ko. O_O

Dorkable Kibum

2009-04-24T23:08:00.003+08:00

I really like this side of him...

i love his expression...

yehbum moment. this is the one that gracee(ate) telling me. ^^

I wished I'm that girl. T_T

Nagharutan na naman. O_o

Ano daw? XDDD

Pakyuuuuut~

tuwang tuwa naman kayo. Hahahaha!

soooo CUTE!

i hate this part!

2009-04-24T22:51:00.004+08:00

MOOD: (-_-)
MUSIC: Reset - Super Junior

I want to go to SJ-R tomorrow... T___T
But I spend my money already on something
i don't need.
Like magazines, nailpolishes, lots of foods, books? idk.
ahhh.. I hate myself!
Justin texted me if we will come
and until now i didn't still reply him.
And Gracee(Ate.) asked me, too...
>.<

Anyways...
I watched Hannah Montana and Miley Cyrus
Best of both worlds Concert Movie AGAIN.
Hahahaha! I super duper liked it.
I love the part when miley singing the song
best of both worlds while dancing it a little.
The steps are so cute. ^_^

Untitled.

2009-04-23T09:20:00.000+08:00

Boys over Flowers will be going to aired on ABS-CBN, I want to watch it before the whole Philippines know the story. XDDDD I'm really not that fan of BOF, when I first heard it, like oh my gosh, i don't care, I'm not interested. Hahahaha! I just want to be updated and want to be the one to know the story first. (I'm late. I'm a LOSER. Boo!) But back then, the original, I'm a super super addicted on meteor Garden, IM A BIG FAN. All the kpop fans here in the Philippines are addicted to that drama, it's like talk of the town for them.

So I started watching it. :) the girl is funny.
Hahaha! COOL~ One of the soundtrack of korean Drama, My Girl. ( I miss this drama.)
played on the BOF. ^_^ Never say goodbye.

Long time, No see

2009-04-21T17:17:00.001+08:00

MOOD: Cool. :)
MUSIC: Love game - Lady Gaga

A while ago, I saw my Grade 6 classmate on the Jeep(going home..), when I saw him... I said to myself, he looks familiar and then I realized it was him! Kris Paulo, because he was mhean's former crush but she doesn't admit it to us that she have a crush on him when were on Grade 6 maybe because they are close.... And then when i'm going to ride the tricycle, he was also there, so I ended up sitting next to him and we haven't spoke together, it's really awkward~ REALLY. Because back of the elementary days(Grade 6), he also a friend of mine.. And after that I texted it to mhean, i want to tease her. HAHAHAHA!

whaaaaaaaat?!

2009-04-20T22:16:00.001+08:00

MOOD: Frustrated
MUSIC: If we were a movie - Hannah Montana

OH C'MON~
They must be kidding me!
How come Hannah Montana The Movie's
showing here in the Philippines
is on july 8...
It's sooooooo UNFAIR.
The movie are now showing in the US
and other country.
And in here is so far away?
I HATE THEM.

And my fanfiction addiction stricked me again.
NO. Not yaoi, i'm on hiatus. ^_^
But Fanfiction series..
Non-Gasseo is great~~~~
And the best NG fiction that i read so far is My PingPongBoy.
THE BEST EVER~
Thanks to Ate Rach, she recommended it. :)))

This is really the Life

2009-04-14T12:11:00.001+08:00

MOOD: Sick
MUSIC: Way to go - SNSD

I don't know if it's a song or a poem..
But I wrote it. ^^
I was inspired writing this because of Super Junior.

BEST LOVE

One day of February
all of you lighten up my story
gonna take a chance
to know myself at once
never want to give up
because I want to know what's up

If their a different beautiful season
all of you will be the good reason
It's really nice that I am here
supporting all of you these years

Best love, what I feel inside
No love, if your not in sight
All of you will be the love
can't explain why,
It just best love

Emptiness always conquers my daily life
but when I found all of you
there's gonna be fullest in my eyes
and I want to break the ice

I want to know where I can go
searching the place where I belong
then I finally realize now
It is the world I looking for

Best love, what I feel inside
No love, if your not in sight
all of you will be the love
can't explain why,
It just best love

Best love, the one I found
No love, if my love not count
all of you will the love
can't explain why,
It just best love..

Can't wait.

2009-04-02T15:48:00.001+08:00

MOOD: Bored
MUSIC: The Climb - Miley Cyrus

Im sooo excited about this movie~
The showing will be net week maybe.
I promised to Ate grace that I will treat her. ^___^
And I love the new song of Miley Cyrus.
*One of the soundtrack of the movie*

THE CLIMB

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

gee gee gee gee baby baby baby~

2009-01-14T16:57:00.001+08:00

MUSIC: Gee - SNSD
MOOD: Tired.

Wah~ I really really like soshi's new song, GEE!!!
They totally rock it! Jessica look so thin. O_o
And Hyoyeon improved in her singing.